The
back roads are misty tonight. Foggy. Dark. The lights of the houses
are like stars, distant and near, punctuating the haze. I often wonder
what life is like in those unknown "worlds." There. Is that a place of
happiness filled with laughing children? There. Is that a world filled
with fear and disappointment? Is there, behind one of those windows, a
lonely widow hoping for a visit or at
least a call? Who's to know? Just lights in the darkness, windows to
look out at the misty, foggy night--not to look in.
This time of
year several of the homes are decorated for Christmas. Many are
simple--single candles in the windows, a single strand of white lights
around the door posts. But as you know, to this traveler "simplicity
carried to extremes is elegance." A couple have nativity scenes--bright
portraits of a silent night from long ago. A witness in the darkness.
I find myself singing as I slow down--who needs an angel chorus: "Yet
in thy dark streets shineth the everlasting Light; the hopes and fears
of all the years are met in Thee tonight." Some of the homes have a
rainbow of color on their eaves and wrapped around their trees. One
home near me has eight or so pine trees draped in all the colors. In
the darkness it, too, radiates beauty. Interestingly, on all the back
roads I traversed tonight, there was no Santa Claus anywhere, on any
lawn. One home had two small deer constructed of white lights but it
seemed to be a hymn to the nature all around us out here in the
country--no suggestion of a Santa or his sleigh. Quite lovely in the
mist and rain and darkness.
Usually on my night explorations I see
the creatures of the woods. Possum scuttling off to some place
somewhere so they can practice being dead. Racoons off to cause some
damage, raid a neighbor's pond, add some excitement to the lives of
country dogs. Deer loping to the next day's hiding place. Even barn
cats off to hunt the fields. I guess field mice taste better than barn
mice. None of those beasts were out tonight. Or, perhaps, they, too,
enjoy being in the darkness looking at the lights of the human "planets"
dotting the hills and meadows of Morrow County.
As I turned into my
driveway, I turned off the car lights and sat awhile. Here on the
Acres, stillness everywhere. A deep darkness with all the stars hidden
in the mist and fog. I creep at impulse speed through the space of
home. Even in the darkness the giant pine tree, the leafless ancient
maple, and the old Sentinel are silhouettes of a quiet strength. I do
not have "miles to go before I sleep." I can see the light in the
window of my planet. In there, I know love reigns. And I will park the
little red space ship, creep through the dark mist, find the backfront
door, and be at peace. The child born in a manger lives here all year
round. I will always find rest here. No matter how dark the night.
No comments:
Post a Comment