It is
a brown and green world as I eagerly anticipate the first white storm.
Green must be one of His favorite colors since He keeps even the winter
decked out in its hue. And the greens come in all different shades and
shapes. There's the huge red coned ancient one at the front of the
property, white pines between my land and Aaron's house and up around my
house, a "lacy" variety along the line
between Dennis and I, several beauties around the pond. The only ones I
have contributed are the tiny blue spruce out in the meadow behind the
house. None of them are very tall yet despite seven years of inhabiting
the acres. The largest ones are in the deepest brush where the
competition is stiff. Even in trees, adversity produces strength. If I
live another twenty years or so, they will all be glorious. Well, even
if I don't, they will be glorious; I just won't be there to admire them
and ruminate on how brilliant I was to plant them more than two decades
ago. The largest group of pines is on the back of Aaron's property:
deer hideaways, wind harps, shade producers in every season. Dennis has
some beauties, too, on his acres. He should have been a professional
landscaper.
And I don't mind the brown. Precursor to next spring's
showtime. The "browns" lie dormant, waiting to resume their growth and
flowering. Rest is good. Rest is necessary--essential. I'm sure the
daffodils have been spending the summer and fall creeping in every
direction and no doubt conspiring: "Wait until the chubby old bald guy
sees all the blooms we're going to send up next spring. He thinks last
year was marvelous. Huh." And some hidden things have been
rediscovered now that the leaves have fallen. A few Lenten roses had
been hiding in the trees and along the tree line. The same for a small
mountain laurel and a rhododendron. Hope renewed. "Ahhh, they are
still alive. One day I will see them bloom, Lord willing." The Lenten
roses in particular fear no shade and bloom earlier than all the rest
before the canopy can block out the sunlight. Lovely bloomers they are
too. Today, they are greens among the brown--to be followed by glorious
hues in the latest winter (would you believe, February?--if not, come
by and see). The proof is in the breathtaking.
There is some
sadness in my walking the last few days. Blaze, one of Dennis' alpaca's
passed away. Brown and white, curious and friendly (he always came up
to the fence to see what the silly human was up to), a lover of winter's
storms. Snow and cold and wind were his favorite things. Indomitable.
Frolicking even on the coldest winter days. He will be missed. His
life was full. Dennis took the best of care of him. But still he will
be missed.
And finally, this time of year my hermiting takes a blow.
The subterfuge of the mangled mailbox and the driveway that looks like
a cow path cannot hide my presence this time of year. The house and my
little red wagon are easily seen from the road with no camouflage to
make them invisible to the passer-by. Ahhh, well. Winter will have its
loveliness. Spring will be here sooner than even my hopeful
expectations for the beauty of next year can imagine.
The world is
green and brown. But the earth is just at rest waiting to explode into
all the colors of the rainbow--and then some. All it lacks for now is a
nice white blanket to keep it cozy and warm.
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